I know you would read this and since I won't be seeing you for the week, and don't think I would be speaking to you on the phone, I just want you to know that I AM SORRY. I don't know why I reacted that way and if I could turn back the time, I would want to speak to you in a more respectable and peaceful manner. I felt like accusing you and saying since you already made up your mind, why bother asking me. But, you were after all discussing with me and I should have talked it out with you harmoniously. And since you are willing to repent and vere back on the right path, and trying to save me as well, I should be thanking you instead of getting all heated up. I hate it when you give the cold shoulder, coz you know (or maybe you don't), I always love talking to you. I would give it a try and eventually make my decision. As you said, I am already an adult and can make my own decisions. I would. When the time comes. And rest assured that I would be independent and find my way around. I don't need you to worry about me coz I have never made you or wanted you to worry about me. I understand where you are coming from and your reasons for doing so.
I love you...
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"Jesus is the Answer"
8-11 June 2006
Bro. Demar Elam
The gospel meeting went very well with 3 souls responding to God's word. Each time I see a soul won, I am really happy for the person who has obeyed the gospel!
Bro. Elam from America is also a very talented speaker! He has presented 4 really mind provoking lessons and I have thought about a lot of things during his lessons. And it's no wonder why 3 souls would respond.
Anyway, my mind is in a whirl now and no one can help me with that coz I really don't think anyone would understand. I almost did tell someone. But decided not to in the end. At least I found out some things which would help me make my decision and change my impression of the people. Though there was still a question that I really wished I could have asked this someone that would give me a more definite answer. I would save it for another time. I really do hope my decision would be one that I would not regret.
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Some pics from Dianne's Bday celebration on Fri at Plaza Singapura.
The Weirdz - Lee Chen had lunch at Secret Recipe! =)
And had loads of surprises for Weird-Di.
Family portrait. From Left (clockwise), Azzimah, Shazana, Me, Sarah and Dianne
Sadly, Lee Chen couldn't join us. But did we care?? no! haha! ok ok...i am just joking. We could have had more fun with her around! =)
Di and her mini Chocolate Indulgence birthday cake! Chocolatey!
Di and Me! both in Pink!! Whoots!
There are many more pics of Di and her presents. But I can't bear to see her being laughed at. Hehe! So, shall not be mean!! Like Azzimah always calls me. Di's bdae had coincidentally had a "secret" theme to it!
Secret 1: Shaz, Sarah, Azzimah and myself met at 1030am that morning while Dianne came at 12pm. Don't think she knows. Hehe!
Secret 2: Her presents could have been found at Plaza Singapura just that we didn't buy it from there.
Secret 3: Her card had a heading that said "Our Secret".
Secret 4: That card is really TOP SECRET!! Haha! Our lives depend on it!
Secret 5: Lunch was at "SECRET recipe"
Secret 6: We found out more about each other manz...
Secret 7: "Tell you a secret ah...." Popped out many times during the conversation.
Secret 8: We took neoprints that are weird...
Secret 9: Garfield was at PS! And I took his pic!! (Not a very big secret yah...)
Secret 10: What secrets are there when I just typed them out??
Secret 11: Dianne is officially 18!!
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~Rach~
I hate making decisions and this isn't the 1st time I am making such a difficult decision.
Why!!!
looked thru life at 10:55 PM