Sunday, June 11, 2006
I know you would read this and since I won't be seeing you for the week, and don't think I would be speaking to you on the phone, I just want you to know that I AM SORRY. I don't know why I reacted that way and if I could turn back the time, I would want to speak to you in a more respectable and peaceful manner. I felt like accusing you and saying since you already made up your mind, why bother asking me. But, you were after all discussing with me and I should have talked it out with you harmoniously. And since you are willing to repent and vere back on the right path, and trying to save me as well, I should be thanking you instead of getting all heated up. I hate it when you give the cold shoulder, coz you know (or maybe you don't), I always love talking to you. I would give it a try and eventually make my decision. As you said, I am already an adult and can make my own decisions. I would. When the time comes. And rest assured that I would be independent and find my way around. I don't need you to worry about me coz I have never made you or wanted you to worry about me. I understand where you are coming from and your reasons for doing so.
I love you...
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"Jesus is the Answer"
8-11 June 2006
Bro. Demar Elam
The gospel meeting went very well with 3 souls responding to God's word. Each time I see a soul won, I am really happy for the person who has obeyed the gospel!
Bro. Elam from America is also a very talented speaker! He has presented 4 really mind provoking lessons and I have thought about a lot of things during his lessons. And it's no wonder why 3 souls would respond.
Anyway, my mind is in a whirl now and no one can help me with that coz I really don't think anyone would understand. I almost did tell someone. But decided not to in the end. At least I found out some things which would help me make my decision and change my impression of the people. Though there was still a question that I really wished I could have asked this someone that would give me a more definite answer. I would save it for another time. I really do hope my decision would be one that I would not regret.
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Some pics from Dianne's Bday celebration on Fri at Plaza Singapura.
The Weirdz - Lee Chen had lunch at Secret Recipe! =)
And had loads of surprises for Weird-Di.
Family portrait. From Left (clockwise), Azzimah, Shazana, Me, Sarah and Dianne
Sadly, Lee Chen couldn't join us. But did we care?? no! haha! ok ok...i am just joking. We could have had more fun with her around! =)
Di and her mini Chocolate Indulgence birthday cake! Chocolatey!
Di and Me! both in Pink!! Whoots!
There are many more pics of Di and her presents. But I can't bear to see her being laughed at. Hehe! So, shall not be mean!! Like Azzimah always calls me.
Di's bdae had coincidentally had a "secret" theme to it!
Secret 1: Shaz, Sarah, Azzimah and myself met at 1030am that morning while Dianne came at 12pm. Don't think she knows. Hehe!
Secret 2: Her presents could have been found at Plaza Singapura just that we didn't buy it from there.
Secret 3: Her card had a heading that said "Our Secret".
Secret 4: That card is really TOP SECRET!! Haha! Our lives depend on it!
Secret 5: Lunch was at "SECRET recipe"
Secret 6: We found out more about each other manz...
Secret 7: "Tell you a secret ah...." Popped out many times during the conversation.
Secret 8: We took neoprints that are weird...
Secret 9: Garfield was at PS! And I took his pic!! (Not a very big secret yah...)
Secret 10: What secrets are there when I just typed them out??
Secret 11: Dianne is officially 18!!
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~Rach~
I hate making decisions and this isn't the 1st time I am making such a difficult decision.
Why!!!
looked thru life at 10:55 PM
Thursday, June 08, 2006
Blasting music, on shuffle, from my playlist in Windows Media Player.
Reading Econs notes.
Checked schedule.
Realised I am really slow.
Should have finished at least 2 big topics of Econs by today.
Only done Central Economic Problem.
Getting nowhere.
Should have completed Atmosphere by yesterday for Geog.
Not even at lecture 3 for that.
Should have memorised maths formulae by now.
Still struggling with Stats esp Hypothesis testing.
And freaking angry now.
I must be hungry.
Didn't eat breakfast.
Don't feel like eating lunch.
Or rather lazy to go out to buy or cook.
Thinking what time I would actually get off this computer and pack my stuff, and leave for Kembangan.
Thinking whether I would actually finish studying.
Quite random.
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~Rach~ No feeling...
looked thru life at 12:18 PM
My quite a happy post was deleted!! And now I don't feel like retyping all that I did. *Humphs*
The feeling is different and I am feeling quite boiled up inside and pissed. I didn't want to but it just can't be helped when people jump to conclusions. *humphs*
I shall blog tmr then...coz the feeling aint the same and I am going to be even more angry if I carry on...
Wells, maybe my post was deleted coz I typed somethings which weren't meant for some people to read.
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~Rach~
If hating someone uses up the same energy as loving someone, should I love you or hate you? (Wells, I don't even think this equation holds true in the real world.)
looked thru life at 12:28 AM
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
looked thru life at 11:18 PM
Monday, June 05, 2006
I just have lots to blog about! Hmm...where should I start from?
Some things are going to be quite random, so bear with me! (Reminds me of Castor!)
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Juz-B juz rawkz!! I got so mesmerized by them juz now when I watched Superband! They were the last to perform! And Soul is so cool! I juz love their dancemoves! May the 2 groups get to the next round! ~Woots~
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And I did so many things today! However, knowledge level is still as low as ever.
745am: I met Shaz and surprise, surprise!! Lee Chen was there too!! She got pang seh-ed by Ai Fung who arranged to meet LC at 7am! haha! So, LC juz joined us for a morning run too! We did 6 rounds round the track = 2.4km. The weather was great, some parts had cool air blowing straight into our faces, so it was quite nice to run. However, our timing has "deproved" ever since we didn't run since our NAPFA test! Wells, we have no more NAPFA to think of. Juz run as a form of exercise ba! =)
And bathing in school is so nice! Even though the water is cold, but I love it!!
9am-1pm: Helped You Han, Ai Fung with Maths qns, even though I was suppose to refrain from touching a single number or a single qns from maths today. However, being a nice friend as always, I helped whenever I could. Hehe! And I was suppose to read my Geog textbook and revise atmosphere by today. Being a nice friend, of coz, I lent the textbook to Shaz while I read only 6 pages of Lect 1! How pathetic...
1pm-2pm: Lunch at Whitesands Macs.
2pm-330pm: At home.
330pm-430pm: On bus to Parkway Parade.
430pm-5pm: Made contacts. Focus Dailies is selling at $39.oo per box! It has increased in price from $35. However, there is a promotion going on. Buy 5 boxes get 1 free! That would mean $32.50 per box. This will last me 6 months if I buy 6 boxes! (Coz I don't use contacts everyday.) But I don't have enough money! It's going to cost me ~ $200!! And when I told Mummy about it at home, she scolded me coz it's not a necessity. I agree. So, I only bought 2 boxes, with my savings...haiz...Wells, it's true. I don't need it. But I still think its a good offer. Wells...
5pm-6pm: Met Ber, DH and RH.
6pm: Wanted to buy Putu Piring for Ah Kong. But it has closed down. Wanted to buy Kueh Lopes from Kartini Indonesian Restaurant. But it's closed for kitchen renovation. So, I went to Oleh Oleh to buy Kueh Lopes. Ah Kong doesn't actually like Kueh Lopes from Oleh2, but I still bought 3 anyway. It's more expensive too!
630pm-8pm: Had a nice chat with Ah Kong and Ah Ma. I am glad that Ah Kong is alright now. I hope his next test shows that he is perfectly healthy =) Pray for him!
And I had a great dinner, though it was simple! Eating at home always beats eating out. I am so sick of eating out and would have no idea what to eat if I ate out! I shared a kueh Lopes with mummy and ate cheesecake too! We (Lisa ah yi, mum, dad, nick and myself) had a great chat. It was a lame conversation, but who cares!! We understand ok le!
(At this point in time, someone just pissed me off!! Must I tell you everything? Don't be crazy la! Who do you think you are??!! Don't think I treat you as my friend, I have to tell you ok! Coz I have the right to do what I want to.)
8pm: Dad, Mum and Nick drove me home!! Nick and I had a great laugh at the videos he had made using his phone where a cushion dinosaur turned into Clarence!! Haha!! It was a great effort!
(At this point in time, I told Char something which I haven't told a single soul! And I am feeling very happy! I think she must be confused over what we have spoken about coz I think I was contradicting myself.)
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If only I can be like Chang Jin and work through the night, then I can finish studying!! Whee~~ But looks like I am not going to be awake even for the results of Superband. My eyes are already closing. It must be because of the busy day I had today!
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There are many things that I want to buy but I have no $$...
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And this song has been on replay mode ever since Thurs night.
只想爱你
我终于还是说了一句我爱你
还记得那个微凉夜里天空正飘着小雨
心跳的声音 像舞动奇迹
你看着我说千万不要爱上你
因为你只会让我伤心别傻了快点喊停
你那么冷静 忽远又忽近
我知道我对你来说也许太年轻
我想我猜我问我终于了解
原来为爱流的眼泪 也是种甜蜜滋味
只想爱你
当我和你走在一起就已经决定
不看不听不问也不会放弃
是你让我了解自己 可以为爱那么坚定
只想爱你
好想每天睁开眼睛就能看到你
我知道我偶尔有一点任性
不管你做任何决定 究竟爱我还是逃避
Sorry
我还是不会放弃爱你
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I want to watch "Cabaret"! I think it looks really interesting!
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Met Sarah at Parkway Parade. She was with someone. And I think I know the reason why she didn't want to go to school to study. Haha!
Met Daryl Yeo at the bus stop. TPJC Choir is going to Czech for competition tmr. All the best!
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And this is a long entry.
And I think I am going to be awake, for the first time in so many weeks, that I would watch the live telecast of the Superband results instead of watching the repeat on Saturday! Oh yeah
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And I am inferring from Mel's blog. It's not time yet. Maybe after A levels! Yupz! And so, I am letting go. God will show me the way. I am a happier girl now!! =)
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Tmr has a cool date!! 06/06/06!! Is it a special day? Hmm...
Wells, I am thinking if I should go to school tmr... I have lots to study!!
Ok...Superband result show has started!! I think I am going to be able to see who gets eliminated! Yeah!
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~Rach~
I have made myself clear and I think I know the answer. Can't you at least reply?
looked thru life at 10:13 PM
Sunday, June 04, 2006
Many things to do and I think I will enjoy doing it. (Have to coax myself into loving the things which I hate to do so that I will get started on.)
Yupz, and that was how I curbed my hate for running!!
And so, after many weeks of not running ever since NAPFA was over, I am finally going to a few rounds with Shaz tmr morn. =)
And then study... (darns...)
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Have a safe trip Ziwei!! I look forward to something when u come back! Hehe!
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~Rach~ Feeling happy coz I am letting go...
looked thru life at 10:20 PM
Friday, June 02, 2006
Another wonderful day at school and it was thanks to a wonderful bunch of weird friends! Hehe!
I woke up like really late today at 7am and had to rush to pack my stuff coz I didn't feel like packing it last night. And being blur in the morning, I was rushing every where to pack my stuff. Decided to take the bus coz was really tired. Esp after all that happened last night. (more of that later.)
Econs was ok with Ms Loh completing 2 qns. They didn't finish going through all the essays that they had wanted to! I don't even think I would do the rest of the qns even though I have like the whole hols to do. =/
Geog was fun! As usual. But I still found pockets of time to stone. =/
I seriously have lots to study for Econs and Geog and the maths is the only thing that I have some and it's quite little confidence. It's going to be a tough hol.
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After Geog, Dianne, Sarah, Azzimah, Lee Chen, Shaz and myself walked to Elias Mall Macs for Breakfast!! It's been a long time ever since we had meals out tgt, just the 6 of us. =)
Shaz started a topic which got us all high till even 2 hours later! Good friends shouldn't have secrets and from today onwards, our teeny weeny secrets were all shared with one another. We all have one another to turn to and we know our secrets will be kept safe within each of us. We saw a different side of each other and knew more about one another. Our friendship has risen to a higher level. Not any common friend that we know. Not any 'hi-bye' relationship. Not only being crappy and crazy together. It's now to the level where we can share what we really feel, think and love. It was really great being in each other's company and we know that this friendship will last even after we graduate. =)
6 is a nice number.
Went back to school and heard that Mr Chua wasn't feeling well. So our maths tutorial was cancelled. Oh wells, though we complain that we went back to school for nothing but we know that he was trying to sustain till our tutorial period so that he could talk to us. However, he really couldn't. It's ok. =)
We studied in the discussion room for a while first before we got a bit hungry. We crapped a lot and continued bringing up the topic that got us high in the morning. Hehe! And then discussed about something big that's going to happen!! Shopping!! ARGH! (ok...suppose to study, but I can't possibly study everyday right??)
shaz, Dianne, Azzimah and myself accompanied LC to Whitsands food court for lunch. We had desserts which were really very sweet. Hardly could eat it down. Anyways, thanks to LC for going with me to see handphones! well, you know so much more than me about phones.
Shaz and I went back to school to study. It was like the 3rd time going to school! Talked to a few juniors and did lots of maths! J Hui came now and then to talk to me while I was alone coz Shaz went for her track runs. One part of the many conversations we had today went like this:
Me: I am hungry.
JHui: Oh... Can I ask you out for dinner?
Me: Huh?? Cannot, coz I maybe going dinner with Shazana.
(JHui bursts out laughing and ran away. I was left confused.)
3 mins later...
JHui: So cool! (And rambles on some more stuff which I couldn't understand)
Me: Tell me!! What happened??
( and JHui goes one telling me how he got rejected so many times this week)
JHui: And today is the 8th time I got rejected!!
Me: Oh no! Lucky no. 8! Sorry! Well, you could come with us if you don't mind? Coz I don't think Shaz would mind.
JHui: Aiya, I still have my Literature essay to finish. And I don't want to spoil the chemistry between you and Shazana. (Shaz and I look strangely at each other. Freaky!! Haha!)
Me: You say one ah! So, don't say that I rejected you coz I offered to have dinner with you but with Shaz also. But since you say you don't want to coz of your lit essay, then I can't help it. =)
In the end, he still decided not to go. Haha! He is such a funny guy! Before we left, he and Shaz got into a "heated" argument!
Shaz: Why am I quarreling with him? He keeps attacking me!
Me: Well...who asked you to quarrel with a school debator?
Shaz: He is??!! I FORGOT!! ARGH!
JHui just sits and smile =)
Haha! Don't we just like JHui? He relieves stress manz!
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Very tired now...Guess I will blog about the farewell party another time and post pics! I have many nice pics!! ~Whee~~
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And I feel much more relieved that I have said it out. Whatever happens in the future will just happen. I don't know...
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~Rach~ Are you going to tell me??
looked thru life at 9:30 PM
Thursday, June 01, 2006
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looked thru life at 11:53 PM