i laughed,
i giggled,
i shouted,
i yelled,
i sang,
and i know..
you must have heard me..
Sunday, May 07, 2006
I deleted everything that I typed for the past 2 hours. I just can't get it out. It sounded too suicidal. (Btw, i posted this only on 8may, 1230 am)
Sorry to those whom I spoilt your mood yest.
Thanks to Gracelyn and Da Hong for being there and being concerned yest.
Thanks to Char for listening for 2 hours last night or rather this morning. It was fun but at the same time, it made me realise how little I know. I am trying to let go...
Everyone is having their own problems too and I just find it hard to not stress others out with what I want to say.
Today is the 1st time in my life that singing hymns can actually be so touching and close to my heart. I really felt that God is with me and that He will lessen my burdens. Even the outreach had a page on frequently asked questions and God's answers. It was all shooting straight into my face and they were questions that I have been asking lately. And God's replies were so exact.
I teared at every question while reading the outreach, but controlled coz I was in Church. But it's seriously timely that this outreach came.
GOD ALWAYS HAS AN ANSWER
We say, "I can't go on."
God says, "My grace is sufficient."
(2Cor 12:9, Ps 91: 15)
We say, "I can't figure things out."
God says, "I will direct your steps."
(Prov 3:5-6)
We say, "I can't forgive myself."
God says, "I forgive you."
(1 John 1:9, Rom 8:1)
We say, "I can't manage."
God, "I will supply all your needs."
(Phil 4:19)
We say, "I'm afraid."
God says, "I have not given you a spirit of fear."
(2 Tim 1:7)
We say, "I'm always worried and frustrated."
God says, "Cast all your cares on ME."
(1 Pet 5:7)
We say, "I don't have enough faith."
God says, "My Word will give you faith."
(Romans 10:17)
We say, "I'm not smart enough."
God says, "I will give you wisdom."
(1 Cor 1:30, James 1:1-5)
We say, "I feel all alone."
God says, "I will never leave you or forsake you."
(Heb 13:5)
God's word is just so beautiful!
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I have no idea how I am going to survive the days without choir. I am beginning to feel like how the seniors felt. Would the friendship and all the happy days that we used to have remain? would we still make arrangements to meet?
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~Rach~ At this point in time, I just want to hug someone and just cry it all out. But there just aint anyone...
looked thru life at 10:18 PM
*__me__*
*RacheL*
*10 Feb*
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*MJC - O5A1O3*
*TKChoir - MJChoir*
*O5A1O3*
*Kai Xin Feng Zi*
*JESUS*