I am a weakling.
I can't handle stress.
Instead, I add stress onto others.
I can't handle impromtu situations.
I can't handle things that don't move in my way.
I breakdown easily.
I affect others.
I can just sing Ashita and cry.
I know the feeling of sadness.
I know the feeling where you want to do to your best of abilities...however, things are hindering you from doing so.
I know the feeling where something that's to be done doesn't get done and it has adverse effects on others.
I don't want to harm MJChoir. No way can i do that!
I don't want to put MJChoir in a bad position.
I don't know... I don't know...
I feel weak... I can't take it...

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MOST GREATEST THANKS THAT COMES SINCERELY FROM MY HEART...

Gerald, Xiang Rong, Bernice, Ying Chuan, Da Hong and whoever else that consoled me today.

The most impt person was Kok Yong, who was with me through the whole saga. Thanks for putting up with me while I showed the unglamourous side of me. Thanks for thinking of solutions for me. Thanks for being the great senior who would never let me take on everything by myself. Thanks for going through this even though you have already stepped down.

Sorry for any trouble and inconvenience that I have caused to anyone.

Thanks for understanding and letting me know that I aint alone.

Thanks for letting me know that it's not my fault though i feel i bear some responsibility.

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My attitude is wrong.

My attitude towards any crisis is wrong...

I get all panicky. Not really my usual self i thought though. However, i think i am beginning to become like this. Maybe I am getting too pampered? TOo many helpful people around. Haiz... -------------
~Rach~ Weak...