Go ahead!
Scold me.
Scream at me.
Shout at me.
Talk behind my back about me.
Say how irresponsible I am.
Say how I break promises.
Say how I treat others better.
Compare others.
Whatever.
BUT remember, You aint the only one with problems. I too have my difficulties!
I give up!
I can't commit!
I won't promise anymore!
I won't plan things ahead anymore!
I won't say anything!
I won't talk!
looked thru life at 10:07 PM
This is the 3rd time that i am cancelling my meeting with KXFZ. and to make it worse, i was the one who asked to meet them on mon for dinner. I know its seriously my fault and I am always missing at gatherings, but i really...haiz...
I am having a PW dinner bonding session. Mon night is the only night that we can coz after that, Shazana would be very busy with Hari Raya and we are having our presentation on the 7th. So the best time would be mon. Haiz...I feel so bad pang seh-ing KXFZ again!!!!!
I want to suggest another time. But i am scared i will pang seh them again!! My timing is all haywired. And the hols are taken up! With choir and everything else! I need time!!
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~Rach~ Sorries...
looked thru life at 8:43 PM
Went for dinner with Epoh.
Suppose to meet her at Tamp where we agreed to eat Cafe Cartel together! Coz she always wanted to eat the Pork Ribs. But i went yest already. Anyway, we have more chances next time! hehe!! I thought of taking the chance of going shopping with her and erm...get a few stuff!! Nvm, will do shopping when i go over to msia next mth!
And so, I met her at White Sands instead. She gave me 3 choices: Food Court, Delifrance or Swensens.
I told her she choose coz she is paying!! Hehe!!
And as i expected, she chose Swensens!!
I had the Catfish Salsa with Pumpkin soup, finishing off with a nice scoop of sticky chewy chocolate with brownie chips ice cream. She had the same just that it was Catfish sweetie instead.
I love her lots!!
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Our class with another class (S2_ _) won the Entrepreneur award for the Open House last Fri. Yupz!! Combining the 2 classes, we earned $121 over. The prize was a hamper filled with food!! Giant Pocky sticks, Oreo cookies etc...
I didnt have a hand in it but contributed by buying 1 mitten from my class!!
You all did well!! O5A1O3 rawks!!
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I got a pimple outbreak!! Must be the weird eating habits (not eating lunch but snacking a lot)...and the late nights...
I tried studying chinese last night...but fell asleep and woke up at 4 am on the sofa. Went back to sleep and got up late at abt 650am. Luckily i wasnt late for school!! I wouldn't want to take a late form on the last day of school manz!! Haha!!
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KXFZs!! I am free on mon night!! I hope!! Meet up for dinner? Where to??!!
Someone bring cam!! I don't have mine!!
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~Rach~ Ashita...
looked thru life at 8:01 PM
Ashita wa Hare kana, Kumori kana
Kino no Kana shimi Kyo no Namida
(Yesterday's sorrow's, Today's tears)
Ashita wa Hare kana, Kumori kana
(Will Tomorrow, I wonder, Be Cloudy or Clear?)
Kino no Kuru shimi Kyo no Nayami
(Yesterday's troubles, Today's pain)
Ashita wa Hare kana, Kumori kana
(Will Tomorrow, I wonder, Be Cloudy or Clear?)
- Toru Takemitsu
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This is thanks to Gregory.
Was just searching Google for this song and Greg's blog appeared. He apparently typed this out. Thanks lots! I would be missing you...
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This song is really appropriate for tomorrow.
The long awaited in agony results are going to be released and it aint something that we are all looking forward to.
There are a lot of uncertainties in a person's life and we wouldn't know what it may be. We just have to face up to reality and enjoy every moment that we can.
I have been thinking lots especially during the walks to school, on the way home, at anytime that I have on my own. It's like stoning. But with a lot of pain.
Thoughts of tmr makes me worried.
I really worry for my close friends. Esp for the choir people.
Whatever lies ahead, take it positively.
I have been through it and am still going through it. It is painful, but it's a learning experience. Timely and costly though. But if it's reality, acceptance is required.
It's not easy for some people to accept reality.
Denial is one way.
May things go well tmr.
(I just hope I cry for joy tmr and not...)
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On a happier note!!
Pa bdae today!!
It was lots of fun!!
We bought him a pair of heart boxers and a funny t-shirt!
Ber, Char and Wen wrapped it up very neatly in multiple layers of newspaper!
We made him promise that he would at least wear one piece on saturday's practice even before he opened it!!
Haha!! And so, what would he wear on Sat??
We await...
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At abt 230, pa, char, wen, you han and myself went to Cafe Cartel at TM to induldge in some expensive but appetizing lunch cum tea cum dinner for me..
You han and Myself shared a set of Pork Ribs which was superb!
This was the 2nd time that I patronized Cafe Cartel! (The 1st was with Mel, XY, LC and Mich at Suntec)
After which, we went to Metro to see something which actually was on the list as Pa's bdae present. Hehe!!
We walked around in TM. We went into Times and was there for a long time reading travel books. Supposedly...
In the end, we looked up language books, in particular Japanese. We picked up a few words here and there. It was interesting in knowing how languages are such that they sound pretty alike to one another.
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I havent had my OP dry run and I am really not prepared for it...
Have been staying up late to do the powerpoint slides and still editing it. Taking the night off from it tonight. Will try to study Chinese. Haiz...
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I saw a one year old girl today on the MRT. She sat beside me and was smiling throughout the journey from Tampines to Pasir Ris. She had a very sweet smile and round eyes! I was mesmerized! haha!!
While walking home, a group of little kids were running around (just after school). They were from the kindergarten nearby. The maids were screaming their heads off and trying to get them to hold their hands to drag them home instead of playing.
I was wondering, why can't adults let children play instead of controlling them so tightly? Seriously, I can't remember much of my childhood days. But i know it was spent in enjoyment! Children should enjoy themselves while they can!! Once they start schooling, enjoyment time is reduced! Working should be worse right??
I miss my cousins! I wanna see them!!
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The show "wang zi bian qing wa" on channel U is funny!! Haha! Though tonight is only the 2nd episode I am watching. Haha! Maybe after Project work exams, I would buy the VCD and watch it! Hehe!
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~Rach~ Can't I stop thinking for a moment?
looked thru life at 6:34 PM
My throat is hurting badly!!
Found it so hard to sing during Choir just now!
Was super airy and straneous!
You han can justify.
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Just shared with Frodo 2 slices of pandan sponge cake and a cup of mixed fruit yogurt (though he ate only 3 spoons!!) hehe!!
Love him manz!!
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Many birthdays around this period!!
Esp this one day old gal!!
Happy 1-day old to Ms Yeo's daughter!!
Yupz!! Ms Yeo gave birth yest!!
We had a phone conference with her today while waiting for chinese lesson to start.
It was great listening to her again!
She said that the whole class would promote and go up together! I really hope its true! I can't bear to see anyone go! After the long time that we took to really bond the class and be able to speak to each other freely while suanning each other etc. O5A1O3 just rawks!! And if we all promote together, i hope we stay as a class! I dont want to split class or combine with the other class!! i want my study group! I want my close friends!! I want O5A1O3 to be together!!
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Today tmr and fri are all worrying days. It's the time where the future of my friends are set. I am praying especially for all those who may not be able to make it. I really hope that they can!! Teachers, Principals, please show some kindness and allow them to be promoted! It's not going to do them any good to keep them to suffer in the new syllabus! It's super worrying for me!! and many others i know! I just hope everyone will pull through!
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Just found out today that Greg withdrew from school. Haiz...what a talent!!
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Choir prac today was good! Mr Kwei wasn't angry. In fact, understanding. But i couldnt sing!! Haiz... OP is coming up soon and I am losing my voice. Not a very good time hor...
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Happy Birthday Ms Yeo's Daughter!! (Yest)
Happy Birthday Jean!! (today)
Happy Birthday Da Hong!! (Tmr)
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~Rach~
looked thru life at 9:26 PM
I am typing this entry as i wait for my written report to be printed.
If i don't do something while waiting for the 53 page report to be printed, i may just fall asleep and find myself sleeping on the keyboard at 630am.
I found out at 10 pm that my word count was over the limit by 400 words!
I tried as hard as i could to stay up to edit it. I fell asleep from 11-1215. Woke up and tried to edit. Finally at 1am, i got it all nicely edited. Had to do the alignment and count the words again. Super tiring!!
I just felt like giving up.
I just felt like crying.
I just wanted to stop whatever i was doing and go to sleep.
But I couldn't.
My group members and my future was at stake.
40%
How was i to risk it?
No way.
so as hard as i could, i stayed up.
I am so thankful for Shazana.
she stayed up till 1am to accompany me.
Encouragment from her flooded my msn window.
Thanks lots gal!! Really appreciate it!
And with this, I am thankful for PW. Without PW, I wouldn't have gotten to know Shaz, my PW mate and Study partner!!
PW...I still hate you!!!
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~Rach~ Tired... (Printings done)
looked thru life at 1:50 AM
Thanks lots ziwei dear!!
You really understand me!!
Will always remember you whenever I wanna talk "crap"! haha!!
Take cares and get well sooN!!
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My WR is never ending.
I think I am really becoming a perfectionist.
Thus I never ever finish doing up the report.
Thus I get frustrated when things don't go my way.
Thus I get pissed at things which are minor.
Urgh...what's happening!!
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~Rach~ PW, please quickly end!!
looked thru life at 4:09 PM
Its 3 am, Sunday morning.
Just completed the 6th draft of written report.
Will polish it up later.
Print.
And submit tomorrow.
Would there be an extension of the deadline of WR like they had for EOM?
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~Rach~ When will PW END???!!
looked thru life at 2:50 AM
I don't know whats happening to me!
Mood swings this time round is just terrible!!
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Just flared up at some insensitive creep who has hogged the computer the whole day although i told him that at 730pm he has to wake me up to use the computer!
No!!!
He didn't say a thing till 830pm.
I was ok with it. I told him let me sleep another 10 mins. 840pm he has to wake me up!
NO!!!!
He didn't say a thing till 1015 when i woke up (by myself).
I got really mad because I had to do my PW. I had to settle the WR so that I wouldn't have to rush it tmr esp when the deadline is mon.
IRRITATED!!
I woke up and told him to give it to me. He refused.
I was still snuggling in bed.
Complaining.
15 mins later.
I was still snuggling in bed.
He was still at the same place playing the computer.
It was the last straw.
YOU INSENSITIVE CREEEPPP!!!!
And i got it.
Mean, I am.
But that's the way to get the computer and settle my work.
MAPLE was his game.
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Well, it was wrong of me to flare up at him. I couldn't help it. It wasn't the 1st time already.
Afternoon was like this too!
I shall be a good sister and apologise later...haiz...
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Went to Fu Lin Yong Tau Foo for lunch today! Thanks to Ber, we (she, me and You han) had a sumptuous meal!! Haha!! It was great! Missed that place! It has been 5 months since we last ate there! Memories...
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I love TKChoir!!!
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It was MJ's Open House yest! I thought it was great! Never really been to an Open House besides TJ's last year. However, that was just a short visit there and I didn't really walk much there.
MJ's was lively I thought! with the school doing mass dance together! esp when the councillors, dance club members and the ex-OGLs all came together to do Let's Get it Started! (Let's Get Retarded)
And the end off to the Open House was great!! We relived the days of orientation where everyone stood around the parade square and danced to Mambo No. 5 and Let's Get Retarded. I really missed the days of being an OGL. Was dancing around with Stef, Julie, Cheryl, Di Ya and some other 2nd Orientation 2005 Castor OGLs/people. (Has the aim been achieved? By reliving the OGL days would encourage people to join the 1st Orientation of next year? i heard they are lacking of manpower.)
I was overwhelmed with joy when I was dancing at the parade square with everyone else and doing Castor and MJ cheers!! It was just so cool! I just had to scream my head off!!! ( Mood swings terrible remember?) I needed to scream!!
I WANT TO BE AN OGL!!
But i cant...
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Lawrence reminded me of my priorities and I haven't kept them right...
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I really enjoyed myself today!!
Singing
Singing
Singing
Singing
ARGH!!!!
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We had lots of fun. I hope.
We sang in the Library at 3 timeslots.
1140, 1300, 1540.
Acapella groups were outside the GO
1220 and 1420.
The turnout was good!
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I didn't know what happened to me yesterday. Maybe I was tired...
I gave a very "qian bian" look everywhere I went. I couldn't be bothered with things. I was pissed at things that I shouldn't have. Coz if everyone else wasn't pissed at it, what right do I have to be pissed? I would look very petty! Bottling it up wasn't good. But I couldn't help it. I didn't have many people to talk to.
Except for zhen and Azzimah (They are mother and daughter hor!). Haha! So much thanks to them!! And they really could read my mind! Love them lots!! =)
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O5A1O3: Hey guys! It's only less than a month away to be freed from the clutches of PW! We have strived so long for this day and soon, it's going to be over! Lets continue to shower each other with love, care and encouragement as the whole class progresses and cross the finish line together! Let's run this last lap with lots of enjoyment! I love you people!! =)
KXFZ: I miss you gals!! Hope you all have done well for promos!!
Pa: I know you read. So i have to really say it here! I am so sorry for being/showed that I was pissed. I really didnt know what happened. Sorry!
To my acapella group people!! (Eugenia, Carine, Michelle, Gracelyn, Zhengjie, Pa, Jeryle, Rui Hong, YC): Thanks for tolerating me! For my "zao sia"- ness and not being able to get the timings right! Lots of time was wasted becoz of me! sorry! But it was great singing with you people!
Special thanks to all of you! (esp gracelyn and zhengjie my sop sisters!!)
To MJChoir: Thanks for making my life in JC so special! Without you guys, I really wouldn't have pressed on! May we make it good in the KL Competition!
To Ber: Thanks for going back to school yest night to help me to get the conductor's file! Seriously, I was a forgetful gal who creates trouble for others! MANY THANKS TO YOU!!
This was what happened last night...
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Scene 1
Time: late evening
Venue: AVA room aka Choir room
Ber: Where is the conductor's file? In the cupboard already? (keys in hand, about to lock the cupboards in the room.)
Pa: Err, Rachel put it in the cupboard le!
Me: Yupz!! (Ber locked the cupboard.)
Scene 2
Time: 730pm
Venue: Bus 81
You Han: Hey! Which conductors would be at choir tmr ah?
Me: Oh! I think Mr Yong and Mr Kwei. OH NO!!! (screams out loud!!) Eh!! How??!! (flustered)
Char, Ber: Huh? What?
Me: I LEFT THE CONDUCTOR'S FILE IN THE CUPBOARD!! OH NO!!! ARGH!!
Ber: Nevermind, I will go and take. (Pressed the bell and got off the bus. Went back to school to take the file.)
END
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Haiz...That was the silly me. To think we actually were talking about the file in the room and we didn't realise that we had or rather, we forgot we had to take the file.
Sorry Ber! For the trouble caused!! I hope there wouldn't be a second time.
People esp the choir comm! Please remind me to take the file kk?
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~Rach~ me being the forgetful one...
looked thru life at 11:55 PM
I don't know whats happening to me!
Mood swings this time round are just terrible!!
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Just flared up at some insensitive creep who has hogged the computer the whole day although i told him that at 730pm he has to wake me up to use the computer!
No!!!
He didn't say a thing till 830pm.
I was ok with it. I told him let me sleep another 10 mins. 840pm he has to wake me up!
NO!!!!
He didn't say a thing till 1015 when i woke up (by myself).
I got really mad because I had to do my PW. I had to settle the WR so that I wouldn't have to rush it tmr esp when the deadline is mon.
IRRITATED!!
I woke up and told him to give it to me. He refused.
I was still snuggling in bed.
Complaining.
15 mins later.
I was still snuggling in bed.
He was still at the same place playing the computer.
It was the last straw.
YOU INSENSITIVE CREEEPPP!!!!
And i got it.
Mean, I am.
But that's the way to get the computer and settle my work.
MAPLE was his game.
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Well, it was wrong of me to flare up at him. I couldn't help it. It wasn't the 1st time already.
Afternoon was like this too!
I shall be a good sister and apologise later...haiz...
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Went to Fu Lin Yong Tau Fu for lunch today! Thanks to Ber, we (she, me and You han) had a sumptuous meal!! Haha!! It was great! Missed that place! It has been 5 months since we last ate there! Memories...
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I love TKChoir!!!
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It was MJ's Open House yest! I thought it was great! Never really been to an Open House besides TJ's last year. However, that was just a short visit there and I didn't really walk much there.
MJ's was lively I thought! with the school doing mass dance together! esp when the councillors, dance club members and the ex-OGLs all came together to do Let's Get it Started! (Let's Get Retarded)
And the end off to the Open House was great!! We relived the days of orientation where everyone stood around the parade square and danced to Mambo No. 5 and Let's Get Retarded. I really missed the days of being an OGL. Was dancing around with Stef, Julie, Cheryl, Di Ya and some other 2nd Orientation 2005 Castor OGLs/people. (Has the aim been achieved? By reliving the OGL days would encourage people to join the 1st Orientation of next year? i heard they are lacking of manpower.)
I was overwhelmed with joy when I was dancing at the parade square with everyone else and doing Castor and MJ cheers!! It was just so cool! I just had to scream my head off!!! ( Mood swings terrible remember?) I needed to scream!!
I WANT TO BE AN OGL!!
But i cant...
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Lawrence reminded me of my priorities and I haven't kept them right...
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I really enjoyed myself today!!
Singing
Singing
Singing
Singing!!
ARGH!!!!
-------------------
We had lots of fun. I hope.
We sang in the Library at 3 timeslots.
1140, 1300, 1540.
Acapella groups were outside the GO
1220 and 1420.
The turnout was good!
-------------------
I didn't know what happened to me yesterday. Maybe I was tired...
I gave a very "qian bian" look everywhere I went. I couldn't be bothered with things. I was pissed at things that I shouldn't have. Coz if everyone else wasn't pissed at it, what right do I have to be pissed? I would look very petty! Bottling it up wasn't good. But I couldn't help it. I didn't have many people to talk to.
Except for zhen and Azzimah (They are mother and daughter hor!). Haha! So much thanks to them!! And they really could read my mind! Love them lots!! =)
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O5A1O3: Guys! Press on kk? Its another few weeks till PW ends! Not even a month! We have been through lots together! Let's make it for PW together k? I love you people!!
KXFZ: Gals! I miss you all lots!! Hope ya gals have done great for Promos! =)
Pa: I know you read. So i have to really say it here! I am so sorry for being/showed that I was pissed. I really didnt know what happened. Sorry!
To my acapella group people!! (Eugenia, Carine, Michelle, Gracelyn, Zhengjie, Pa, Jeryle, Rui Hong, YC): Thanks for tolerating me! For my "zao sia"- ness and not being able to get the timings right! Lots of time was wasted becoz of me! sorry! But it was great singing with you people!
Special thanks to all of you! (esp gracelyn and zhengjie my sop sisters!!)
To MJChoir: Thanks for making my life in JC so special! Without you guys, I really wouldn't have pressed on! May we make it good in the KL Competition!
To Ber: Thanks for going back to school yest night to help me to get the conductor's file! Seriously, I was a forgetful gal who creates trouble for others! MANY THANKS TO YOU!!
This was what happened last night...
Scene 1
Time: late evening
Venue: AVA room aka Choir room
Ber: Where is the conductor's file? In the cupboard already? (keys in hand, about to lock the cupboards in the room.)
Pa: Err, Rachel put it in the cupboard le!
Me: Yupz!! (Ber locked the cupboard.)
Scene 2
Time: 730pm
Venue: Bus 81
You Han: Hey! Which conductors would be at choir tmr ah?
Me: Oh! I think Mr Yong and Mr Kwei. OH NO!!! (screams out loud!!) Eh!! How??!! (flustered)
Char, Ber: Huh? What?
Me: I LEFT THE CONDUCTOR'S FILE IN THE CUPBOARD!! OH NO!!! ARGH!!
Ber: Nevermind, I will go and take. (Pressed the bell and got off the bus. Went back to school to take the file.)
END
Haiz...That was the silly me. To think we actually were talking about the file in the room and we didn't realise that we had or rather, we forgot we had to take the file.
Sorry Ber! For the trouble caused!! I hope there wouldn't be a second time.
People esp the choir comm! Please remind me to take the file kk?
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~Rach~ me being the forgetful one...
looked thru life at 10:38 PM
| You Are a Newborn Soul |
 Inventive and artistic, you like to be a trendsetter.You have an upbeat spirit and you like almost everything.You make friends easily and often have long standing friendships.Implusive and trusting, you fall in love a little too easily. Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul |
What Kind of Soul Are You?
True 0r False??
looked thru life at 10:28 PM
Stand By Me...
Listening to a midi that ky created for us. Trying to get the timing of the songs correct. I am so bad at timing! Have been trying like a week le to get the timing right, but we all seem to be going at the wrong timing together.
The song actually sounds very nice! Only if everyone comes in at the right part that is.
This song is going to be out acapella piece for fri! And we are still not very sure of it! We have to "bia" that tmr!Though i must commend the people in my acapella group for being so understanding towards my "ba dao" attitude sometimes and for really trying their best to really get the notes and timing right! you guys rawk and i hope we will sing well on fri!! =)
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Like to apologise to
Jwen..for not being sensitive enough and understanding towards how he feels. Sorry!
YC...for shouting and scolding him just now...
Anyone else whom i have made them fed up...
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Have been seriously short tempered sometimes these days...
Really tired...
Stressed out by the promo results...
I did farely ok.
Got A D D (Maths, geog and econs)
B4 for GP
B4 for CLAO
Really wasnt expecting such grades! But really am glad to be promoted!
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To my dear friends who are worried for their results and promotions, please take it easy. I know its easier said than done, but reality is cruel and there isnt anything we can do about it now but wait till the overall results are out! there is still a string of hope hanging! There is hope of moderation right? Just dont stress out yet. Enjoy what you are doing at present and await the final say. For all you know, you may just be wondering all over the place and put false alarm on yourself. ( But thats much better than false hope).
I wish you all the best!
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Had dinner with the usual people today (Pa, char, ber and jwen) Ky and joy joined us toO!!
we bought subway and carried the food all the way on the skytrain and to the viewing gallery at T2.
We ate and took pics esp reflections of ourselves that were on 2 windows away!! we sang songs after that esp the other group's acapella coz they had one member from each section. and we sang new day with joy.
It was really fun having to have been out with them! This kind of care free life and chit chatting with friends is more worth it thanwatchin a movie.
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~Rach~ Super tired
looked thru life at 12:09 AM
My legs are aching from a whole day of walking at TM! Its the 4th or 5th time that we are there in a week! I am beginning to be able to walk the whole of TM with my eyes closed!! (oops..better not say too early...)
Anyway, left school at 4+pm and headed down to TM with pa, char, ber, rui hong. we met jwen there. We were there on a mission!! Tiring one in fact. I was unable to keep the enthusiasm level up. So just followed wherever they walked to. I was just there to pay! haha!
Anyways, we settled (finally) for one of the 1st few ideas that we actually thought of. shopping for a birthday present is always this tiring. Haiz...
Anyways, it was fun! Hehe!!
Got the medal (silver) for the interhouse games today! Woo hoo!! Its really nice! =)
And we got back maths paper! I got an A and am really happy with it! I just hope that GP and chinese would be a nice pass!! and my geog and econs would be nice a level passes too! Its a dream hoping to become a reality.
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Happy Belated Birthday Eugenia!!
Happy Birthday Ying Chuan!!
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~Rach~ Tired...
looked thru life at 10:41 PM
There isnt anything nice on tv...
Stuck here with a rotten report -- > Written report turning bad.
Only Frodo makes my day! Just shared with him a cup of yogurt with mixedberries! Really enjoy seeing him happy and contented! =)
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My application has been approved by the authorities. (Epoh, Mum and Dad)
I am officially a permanent resident here at Epoh's place till end of next year when I complete my A levels. (That's if I get promoted.)
This means that from now on, Pasir Ris is my hometown For the next 1 and 1/4 years! Haha!
I really love Epoh and Kor Yu-an and not forgetting Frodo!
Like what Ah Ma said, staying here probably would do everyone good! Ah ma, Ah kong, Mum and Dad seems happier with the arrangement. Not that I am naughty or what that they can't wait to send me out of the house! It's just that they know how good a girl I have been to be able to take care of myself, Epoh and Frodo!
I love them and will always be filial to them! =)
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~Rach~ New resident!
looked thru life at 8:57 PM
It's raining outside...
Nice weather to sleep, but I have been wasting too much precious freedom time already. Need to get on to do what I really have been wanting to do during exams ----- SLACK!!
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I have not been a good friend of late. Been super snappy and short tempered. As a result, I have hurt many.
Zhen has reminded me of what a change person i have become. I normally wouldn't have shouted at her, (even if i knew who was at wrong), but I did last week. Furthermore, she reminded me on my stand of playing pool. I once told her that I would never play. Now, I even find the game fun! Am I a changed person due to the influence of the people around me?
I don't know.
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Sorry Zhen!!
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Open House this Fri. 12 pm to 6 pm.
People! Do come kk!!
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I am so not looking forward to this week. The rest time would be taken up by the PW stuff that we have to do. And the results of the promos would be back.
I only love the choir practices!! =)
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~Rach~ Stand by Me...
looked thru life at 4:45 PM
Haiz...accidentally pressed the button and switched the computer off.
Too tired to type wateva i typed just now.
Seriously...
Exams have been over, but reality will set in real soon. Probably next week? Getting very tired... I will try to make it a point to sleep at 12 am latest! PW is going to be hectic from next week and I need to replenish my energy before having to burn midnight oil.
(Is it against the law if i said that I hate PW and that MOE should scrap this darn thing?)
Choir has started again!! I really love singing with these people! They rawk my world! Really enjoy the every second i spend with them!! =)
Super tired...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLEMENS!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARINE MEI!!
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~Rach~ Miserable without Choir!!
looked thru life at 10:48 PM
It's been a while since I last blogged...
WOOHOO!! Exams are finally over!
I shan't think of exams for the next 2 days till Fri when the papers start coming in. I just want to be promoted!!
Thanks Jeff for the testimonial!! I can't wait to go to KL!!
Thanks Char for the testimonial too!! Ahahha!! Love ya! =)
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Went out with Char, Ber, Pa, Wen after the econs paper today!!
We first went to Simei to play pool. Char, Ber and I played the shooting game. We also tried to pick the soft toy from inside the machine. Ahz...it will never work. But Ber managed to pick a pink cat from another machine! good job ber!!
I played pool for the 1st time! I was super noob lahz!! But thanks Char, Ber and Wen for coaching me and being patient with me!!
We played till 2 pm and went to Swensons for lunch. We met ky, xr and joy there!! It was enjoyable indulging in the meal and ice cream! Haiz...if only we could eat like this everyday!! Just ice cream would be fine!! =)
We wanted to watch Corpse Bride after lunch, but the timing wasn't right. So, after a bit of walking about, we settled at Starbucks for a nice coffee! (Headache now...not sure if it was due to the coffee...too much caffaine for me would result in a headache. Maybe i am just tired.)
I walked around on my own while the others went home. It was nice shopping by myself. Haiz...the shops just closed too early!! 930pm!! Why why?? Haiz...
Didnt buy anything much today but 3 pairs of cosmetic earrings, lunch, coffee and 5566's CD. Where is my indulgence in shopping wish?
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Choir is starting tmr! Finally!! Haha!!
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Stairway to heaven is sad...The people can never be together after so many episodes! And now when they are together, there will always be something to pull them apart! Haiz...
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~Rach~
looked thru life at 10:54 PM
Just like Char mei, I will start with a few personal notes!
To Char mei Thanks lots dear! I did write till my hands were pain! so, I think I should be ok! Jia you for your other papers! Miss you lots!
To Ber kor Your bio paper will be ok! Don't worry too much ya? Can't wait for the papers to end!! Sorry couldn't have joined you for dinner just now!
To Eng How...All the best kk!! I really admire you! So much courage! Jia you hor!! Hehe!!
To Ziwei Hey! Hey!! Your promos is ending on Mon!! Jia you kk!! Love ya lots!!
To KXFZs It's been a while since I went out with ya guys!! I miss you all lots! All the best in your promos gals!! =)
To Harris, Joy, KY, Cass, Ben and Jeff You guys have been great seniors!! Always standing by me and offering all the encouragement and help I could always use! Really enjoyed the company today while we were waiting for the chinese paper to start! You guys really fill my day with joy and laughter! Love ya guys and all the best in your promos! Chiong ah!! =)
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Went for dinner with Epoh just now. Really growing fat with her doting on me!
We went Swensens today! We ordered a Chicken Baked Rice and Chef's salad adding on a garlic pita bread! We really ate to our fill! I was just glad that I could be of company to her! Really noticed a sense of loneliness and tiredness in her!
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Geog paper wasn't too bad! But I was thinking, only if i had studied more and thoroughly, would i have been able to do better? I think i would lehz... I had done some of the qns before! Probably during tutorials! Oh well, what's done is done.
I was freezing under the aircon!! sitting at the 4th row was where all the aircons were blowing at. I almost felt like giving up writing not because i didn't know how to do the paper, rather it was because of the darn aircons that were freezing my already painful hands! But nonetheless, I am thankful for the aircons! =)
Chinese was terrible. I didn't study. And so my tian xie han zi and the meaning qns were all gone. Practically half the paper. Haiz...and i couldn't keep myself awake for the comprehension and summary! It was super tiring! Doing a paper at 5 pm in the afternoon, after 2 .5 hours of writing a compo before that and in an airconditioned room, how can anyone not feel tired at all?
Anyways, today's Chinese paper really gave me a wake up call. I must and have to start studying for chinese As le! If not I am never going to see an A grade on my cert!
Will chiong for that after the promos! Would have 2 weeks then!
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Oh yah...Sorry yc.
Made you wait for me then I pang seh you...
then you had to walk back by yourself! sorry!
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kk...going to chiong maths and econs mcq! I can't wait till promos end and then choir practices would begin and then we can all go for family dinners again!! Hopefully more people this time! yeah!!
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~Rach~ A few more days!!
looked thru life at 8:17 PM
Yes!! I am done with GP and Econs Essay!!
6 more days to freedom and 4 more papers to go!!
GP was tough for me as usual. I crapped and "smoked" through the whole paper. I just want a decent AO pass. give me a 49 in total and I am pleased!
Comprehension was on popular culture. Something which I am totally blur about. I have myself to regret for not paying attention in class. Typical me.
I was smoking through Econs also!! I must be too much in the company of Sarah already!! We are all picking up this bad habit of hers. Smoking. But it can't be helped especially if you have studied so hard but it just doesn't appear in your head when you need it. I forgot how to draw so many graphs and the applications of many concepts. Darns...
Things were made worse especially when there is an air-con blowing directly at you. I was practically frozen at my seat. At times, my hands just froze and I couldn't write a single thing. It hindered my process of penning down what I wanted to write. Having a sweater with me is still not enough. Hands frozen and so were my legs!
I really wouldn't mind going back to the old days where there was just fans blowing. At least my brain won't freeze!! Haiz...and I am having all the papers in the hall!! Going to so freeze...
I am still thinking if i should go back to school to study tmr? Staying at home doesn't help much. Shaz and I really can't study at home. There is the computer, radio and tv to distract us!!
But i am lazy...should i or should i not?
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~Rach~ Jia you everyone! It would be over soon!! =)
looked thru life at 5:47 PM
You know when things aren't looking well for you, everything else doesn't...
It's a day more to the major exams of the year and here I am, feeling weak all over.
Backache
running nose
puffy eyes
muscle-ache
spinning head
Seems so familiar...I know myself too well...or don't I?
Exam fever is back to haunt me again.
And it's hitting me just when exams are here!
It used to hit me a week before it, but it's here... later then usual.
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Had a fruitful day in school today!
Studying with Shaz is just too wonderful!
Thanks Shaz for everything, in helping me with Econs, all your encouragement! How I wished I had studied like this with you earlier! =)
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I was suppose to have completed econs and a bit of geog.
It didn't happen.
Instead, I found out I have too much to cover for Econs! I am not even done with Market Structure and Production and Cost!! Have completed Market Failure and Demand and Supply and Labour market. Remembering it is another thing. Application to the question is a totally harder thing to do. I just hope that I will be able to remember all that I have learnt.
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I am looking forward to the days that I don't have to study. Just funfilled days of singing and laughter. And all the outings that are planned ahead! I miss the kai xin feng zis!! I miss the choir family!! I miss my classmates!! I miss so many things!! I want to be promoted!!
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~Rach~ desperate to promote..
looked thru life at 6:40 PM