i laughed,
i giggled,
i shouted,
i yelled,
i sang,
and i know..
you must have heard me..
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
I shall go into the happier things first...
Yippee!! I have cleared a hurdle into completing my 'O' Level English! Yes! It was a nice oral or rather conversation with the examiners just now! Though I waited so long (2 hours coz I was the last person), I actually enjoyed the chat with them. One thing good was that they are nice and interactive people! They showed lots of interest in everything I said. Not sure if it was a good thing though!! The picture was about people queuing up for something, but didn't show what. I was suppose to interpret it. Anyway, I said a lot of things without looking down at the picture! Fascinatingly, I didn't stammer like I would always. It just came out so easily.
Conversation was "Tell me about a time when you waited very long for something".
I said, "As you know, I am the last person. I have waited for 2 hours without anything to do..." And explained about the things that I did.
The other qns was "Most fathers will dote and spoil their daughters." Haha!! Another thing which I had lots to talk about. Hehe!!
The 2 female examiners were very entertained and i think they got a laugh of their lifetime!! They kept laughing and smiling non-stop. I think they must be thinking I really know how to crap. Seriously, half the time the things were true. But still, there were crap in it too!! Hehe!
Chit chatting is nice!!
However, that was at the expense of my last choir practice with mr kwei. Haiz...
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Yeah!! There aint anymore tests around the corner! That should relief me off a bit of stresss!!! Yeah!!
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You Han, please take care kk gal!! Hope you get well soon!! =)
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I really want to thank a lot of people again...This is due to the stress that has accumulated in me.
I really don't know what is happening to me. I used to be able to have handled multiple tasks and whatever stress that I have to handle. But no, I am beginning to not be able to take it. I am easily agitated and angered. And get emotional...haiz... it's just not me...
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LC: Thanks jie!! You are the best! I will forever remember you and your "ai xin zhi jin" (love tissues) hehe!! I know that you are under a lot of pressure also. I used to encourage you. Now, I think I am in no position to do that. Take care!!
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Shazana: You are one power girl! You have the best consoling powers. I feel very relief after speaking to you! Thanks so much for the help offered!!
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Jean and Esther: You all are 2 great PW members! I am very fortunate to have you guys helping me out with my EOM. (goes to shaz too!) I thank you guys deeply from my heart...
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Wei: Thanks for your tissue yest!!
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Thanks to my wonderful classmates who have been there for me all these while!! Yest and today!! You guys are great motivators! I love you all!! =)
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Ms Yeo, i didnt mean to show such an attitude yest...really breaking down with the numerous amount of schoolwork and tests that i have. I havent been handling it well...need some time to breathe...sorry!! And, I am at wits end of doing my eom. i know you are trying to help, but i certainly can't edit it anymore. My PI and EOM will do badly. My I&R is sure to be the same outcome. How to do well for PW? =(
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kY: Thanks so much for listening to me yest. My attitude towards you was cold. Sorry! But I am really fortunate to have such a caring and understanding friend like ya!! = )
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Choir people, sorry if i didn't look too good yest. And didn't sound good. I am sorry!!
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I have not been a good friend and neither a good student. I have been sleeping / dozing off too much in class. I do some tutorials only. I feel so bad about sleeping in lectures and tutorials...but I have already been trying to keep myself awake! Really!! Haiz...
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The stress is really building up...I no longer can take it...though i really want to finish off JC and go to the U. I am not regretting. Haiz...
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Oh oh!! Today we had an extraordinary dinner. After I was done with my oral, I went back to school hoping to join in a bit of choir. But i was too late...Anyway, I met up with my choir family nonetheless in the ava room. We did some things which we normally do to relieve stress. And sang songs. It's just so nice being with them!!
We went for dinner at Whitesands. Its a usual hangout area. But this time, it was different!! Papa and Char were craving for ice cream. Wen wen, ber and myself were just hungry...(I didn't eat since recess at 10am). Mummy didnt follow us. For once...haha!!
It didnt matter. We had a substitute mummy who followed us!! Haha!! Ber and I came up with some weird reasons after that in the mrt...wouldn't go into detail of it. Haha!!
Yupz! So dinner at Swensons!!
There were 3 MJ teachers having dinner there. I vaguely heard them say that "wow...these kids ah...really have the money to eat here..." Well, let me explain. We were not going in for a main meal. We just wanted to have some ice cream!! Yupz!! We are actually very broke...needed to go budget. So ice cream was all we could afford there.
Besides, there was a promotion for ice cream!! $4 + GST + Service tax...$5...It was those kind of ice cream sundaes that go for $6.90-$7.50 kind (without taxes). So it was quite worth it! We ordered calamari as a side dish. So for the 5 of us, we paid $28.90. The price is ok. Just as long as we had fun!!
They are one bunch of fun people!! They really brighten up my life and relieve more stress!! The most enjoyable time of the day is choir practices or choir meetings!! There is no stress! All laughter and fun!! Ahz...I am going to miss the fun days. There wont be choir practices from now till end of prelims. Meetings would be lesser...That means meeting my choir family lesser...Haiz...I'll miss them!!
Everybody is under a lot of stress...
Wen Wen aka Scarlet A...if ya read this, please note that you are not the only one going thru this painful and stressful process. Please jia you kk!! I am always here for you though you are suppose to be my evil step mum...But I am a good step daughter....Always here for you and encouraging you!! Take care of the little one hor!! Can't wait to play ping pong with ya all again!! =)
Char...you can do it kk!! Though you got real STM (short term memory..must have inheirited from mummy right??) , you will be able to make it in your studies kk!! I am here for you too!! as always!! =)
Ber...Smiles always!!
Mummy and Papa....Happy together!! =) hehe!! Work hard hor!! We want another sibling!!
Yupz!! we are one weird family...But happy!! Without them, life in MJ would be totally stressful and so difficult to get pass each day. Btw, the time passes real quickly when we are together...Nice things don't last...
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I am going back to my stressful world. Thankfully there arent anymore tests coming up!! Woo Hoo!! besides a geog population test after hols and a geog project due after hols and pw eom and promos!! Argh!! That would be another stressful period...haiz...
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~Rach~ Brokedown yest...will breakdown soon...again...
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