i laughed,
i giggled,
i shouted,
i yelled,
i sang,
and i know..
you must have heard me..
Friday, August 12, 2005
I don't think I have the energy to move on anymore.
My whole body is aching.
I have lots of homework. (This seems like an every weekend statement.)
GP, Geog, Econs, Maths, Chinese. That's like all the subjects I take!!
But one consolation is that...
I HAVE NO PW TO DO FOR THIS WEEKEND!! WOOHOO!!
But...haiz...i don't think that I have the time to do everything. =(
There are many things that I want to regret. However, I chose this path myself. I have to accept it. I have to live with it. I have to keep moving on.
The days are passing very fast. It's even faster than last year! The O level students got their results today and I am still harping and being elated over my Chinese O level results. It has been a year and i haven't gotten out of that dream. A level is not the same. It's many times worse! It's health consuming. Urgh!
Promos are coming in another 50 odd days. And I havent started studying! I need time! But time isn't on my side! I suddenly felt a pinch of worriedness on the way home just now. I maybe worrying too much, but it may be reality. I don't want it to be a reality. I want everyone to pass promos! I want to continue the old syllabus as a J2 in MJC in 2006! I don't want to go to the CI! I dont want to be retained! Its a scary reality and we have to all face that there is such a possibility!
It's my life, my accountability for my life, my decision. I am here because of my dream...short term goal 1st, to go to the U. And finally my dream...(not really decided though).
I will treasure what I have and trust in the Lord in everything I do!!
To my dear kor, I am so sorry!! I wasn't of much help just now, and made you even more confused than ever! I am not experts in such stuff! Sorry!! =(
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~Rach~ *...b...r...e...a...k...i...n...g...*
looked thru life at 11:33 PM
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*RacheL*
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*JESUS*