Sunday, August 14, 2005
I have got plenty to do!
Let me list:
- 2 GP AQ
- GP essay outline (done)
- Chinese essay
- 3 Chinese ws (done)
- Econs Monopoly essay
- Econs test tmr... to study for...market failure...sure fail...
- Geog tutorials (done)
- Maths Curve sketching tutorials (half done)
Yupz...thats for all now i think....
Harris ah...can you please stop thinking about withdrawing from the KL trip? I am getting very tired at persuading you to go with us...Haiz...i dont understand why you all would want to pull out when you all can go overseas for a competition!! It will be fun!! Urgh...dont want to think about it anymore.
Tmr is going to be a long day. Econs make up in the morn. Napfa test as the end of the day. And i would try to study after that...wonder if ying ying mummy will open the room? Hehe!!
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~Rach~ Very tired...feeling sick...
looked thru life at 9:33 PM
Friday, August 12, 2005
I don't think I have the energy to move on anymore.
My whole body is aching.
I have lots of homework. (This seems like an every weekend statement.)
GP, Geog, Econs, Maths, Chinese. That's like all the subjects I take!!
But one consolation is that...
I HAVE NO PW TO DO FOR THIS WEEKEND!! WOOHOO!!
But...haiz...i don't think that I have the time to do everything. =(
There are many things that I want to regret. However, I chose this path myself. I have to accept it. I have to live with it. I have to keep moving on.
The days are passing very fast. It's even faster than last year! The O level students got their results today and I am still harping and being elated over my Chinese O level results. It has been a year and i haven't gotten out of that dream. A level is not the same. It's many times worse! It's health consuming. Urgh!
Promos are coming in another 50 odd days. And I havent started studying! I need time! But time isn't on my side! I suddenly felt a pinch of worriedness on the way home just now. I maybe worrying too much, but it may be reality. I don't want it to be a reality. I want everyone to pass promos! I want to continue the old syllabus as a J2 in MJC in 2006! I don't want to go to the CI! I dont want to be retained! Its a scary reality and we have to all face that there is such a possibility!
It's my life, my accountability for my life, my decision. I am here because of my dream...short term goal 1st, to go to the U. And finally my dream...(not really decided though).
I will treasure what I have and trust in the Lord in everything I do!!
To my dear kor, I am so sorry!! I wasn't of much help just now, and made you even more confused than ever! I am not experts in such stuff! Sorry!! =(
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~Rach~ *...b...r...e...a...k...i...n...g...*
looked thru life at 11:33 PM
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
Completed 1st draft of Written Report! I love my PW members! You guys rawk! I see the band 1 for our project! =) No no, that doesn't mean i like PW. I still dislike PW!!
Yupz! And I love my MJChoir family!!
I love Mummy and Daddy!
I ...ok...reluctantly love step-mummy...hehe!!
I love Ah kong!
I love my kor!
I love my sister!
I love my 3 step-sisters!
And yes! There is one more to come! Step-mummy...hang in there! Hehe!
Yupz! MJChoir rawks my world! My tues and wed are brighten up by them! Love ya guys!!
And I love Kai Xin Feng Zi! You gals rawk! Miss you all! =)
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~Rach~ Loving everyone!
looked thru life at 11:56 PM
My family pics!! I didnt manage to get one full family photo dat day...sighs...
looked thru life at 12:28 AM
Wen wen and Me...I think after being in the committee for the past 3-4 months has really made us all go bonkers...we have really made our ties stronger and more firm. We used to be total strangers in the beginning...now, we are more than that. Family! haha! I remember not even talking and hearing wen wen speak a single word...every time he speaks it would be like he is opening his golden mouth. It is great to hear him speak! his voice is also very clear and nice!! YC too!! And not forgetting papa and Jtit. These guys have superb voices!! No no...people..dont get them wrong...they are not gay. No no!! To protect their namesake, i want ya all to know that whatever names ya see here is just within the committee...we are all straight. There is not lesbianism and gayism going around in choir!! Haha! But it is more fun when we make fun of the guys!! We are all one happy family and the gals are all doing great!! this is the 1st step in bonding the choir....if the comm is bonded, so will the choir. I love MJChoir!! The committee rawks and so do the members!! WE ARE ONE HAPPY FAMILY!! =) I love ya guys!
looked thru life at 12:22 AM
JUN WEN!!!
looked thru life at 12:15 AM
Gracelyn and ah kong at the back
looked thru life at 12:14 AM
YC mummy and papa...
looked thru life at 12:12 AM
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looked thru life at 12:11 AM
nice one of pa and me
looked thru life at 12:11 AM
Papa and me..papa is holding jwen's "uncle-look" picture
looked thru life at 12:10 AM
ah kong!! haha!!
looked thru life at 12:04 AM
mummy reading...ah kong's will...??
looked thru life at 12:04 AM
ah kong giving his speech...he is reading out his will!! see!! step mum is currying favour by giving ah kong a....fishball??!!! To choke ah kong!! OH NO!! ber is holding the mike for ah kong while mummy is having the spot light for him...someone save ah kong from the evil step mum!!
looked thru life at 12:00 AM
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
see...hardworking!
looked thru life at 11:59 PM
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looked thru life at 11:53 PM
Gracelyn, Eugenia and Carine. Daughters of Step mum Wen wen and papa.
looked thru life at 11:52 PM
Me, Ber and Char...Daughters of YC mummy and Papa...
looked thru life at 11:52 PM
Ber kor and Char mei!
looked thru life at 11:51 PM