i laughed,
i giggled,
i shouted,
i yelled,
i sang,
and i know..
you must have heard me..
Monday, June 06, 2005
Some how or rather...i am having this "looking forward to the chalet" feel...but its more towards the bbq only...staying over is not really seeming exciting now...but i cant back out now. i cant...
i just hope everything will turn out fine and fun!!
now i know why mom is so protective of me and not let me attend outsides chalet...to tell the truth, this is the 1st time that i am going for an outside chalet rather than our family one...the chalets that we used to dream and plan for didnt happen...so this is the 1st time that i am really on my own with other peers...
i still dont understand myself why i was so on about going for this chalet with people that i have only known for 5 +months. some only 2 months...and i am going to stayover with them...
i found out that this is going to be a real test for me and i have to really keep to my faith. no worries, they dont smoke. or so i dont think they do lahz...but i am not sure about wine..thats one thing that is really on my mind..."REJECT" is the word that will be kept in my head and thats even if i have to blow my head...they can go ahead for all i care and drink...but i am going to keep way far apart from them...thats even if they get angry with me...think that i have some attitude problem or wateva...
haiz...
many people said that i have been stress...or am showing signs of stress...i admit, there is a little...but its the normal me...sorry to the seniors who have been putting up with me!! sorry if i have been uptight with you!! esp kY... sorry if i have been shouting at you today...not sure why too...
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~Rach~ Holding on to my faith...
looked thru life at 10:03 PM
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