Tuesday, May 24, 2005
Haiz...been stress lately...with the concert preparation etc...have been quarelling with mom almost every night coz i come home late...well...dats coz of choir...i know i have been gallavanting a bit too often every night...but i dont want to go home! somehow...things aren't the same anymore!!
"Where are those happy days? They seem so hard to find..."
Yes...those days...i am going to sch now becoz of one simple reason, CHOIR.
I was telling kok yong, if not for choir, i won't even go to sch.
MJChoir is the best!
Yes, though there has been a lot of funds and money to be collected lately, and i am very cautious of that, i am still stress....ky and harris should be more stress hor?? i want to help, they dont need me mahz...
Anyway, if not for choir, i wont go to sch. PW is just terrible, i havent been doing tutorials, and i just cant stay awake in class. Though i have been passing my tests well, its still not enough. i dont even think i remember a lot of wat i have learnt. its not like in sec sch. where i know the work is really there and i have learnt a lot. here, in jc, i just cant seem to remember wat i have learnt. haiz...and i lost my geog notebook...i cant recall where i last left it after last year's o levels. haiz...i need it badly...
actually things are going fine with me...just that, i am being whine-ney and want someone to just hear me out! i just want to whine!! urgh!
i dont want thurs to come!! after the concert, everything is not going to be the same again. i will hardly see kok yong and harris....joy...xiang rong...woon ting...marie...jeffrey...shi yun...etc...life wont be the same without them! i dont want the J2s to leave! I go to sch for the sake of choir. for fun peace and laughter that i get in choir...with the J2s. without them...haiz...must treasure the following days...
going to slog now...with the unfinished and over due tutorials...haiz...
looked thru life at 11:35 PM