i laughed,
i giggled,
i shouted,
i yelled,
i sang,
and i know..
you must have heard me..
Saturday, March 05, 2005
hey hey!! its been like 2 wks since i last blogged!! and ya...i am getting complains le...hehe!! And yes...so i am here!!
its been quite a hectic wk so far and a lot of anticipation!!
the major events that happened...yest...a level results out!! MJC did extremely great!! 47/550 people got at least 3 As!! It totally fabulous lohz!! I am realli proud to be called a Meridian now you know??!! Though they went thru lotz of stress during this period..i realli think its all for their own good and for their future!! Thank you miss lai!!
OK...the Chinese results for the present J2s were released yest too! They didnt do fantastically well...coz of the change of criteria for entrance to the universities...onli a D7 required...but still...they did up to their expectations and i am happy for them! but there were some of those who had a few hiccups...some of them expected to get an A or B at least...but got a C...and they realli want to use this grade for entrance to U...haiz...its just not their luck...all the best to them who retaking...
Another "heart thumping" event...my O level results release...it was out on 28 feb 2005...mon...2pm...at the hall of TK...we all sat waiting for Pchan to finish her speech that lasted onli 15mins...but felt like 4eva! i am realli thankful for lee chen coz she bought a whole big pack of tissue paper earlier in the day.... people cheered and screamed when the good results were released...and i was crying...coz i was touched by wat was going on...i saw the grades...but i couldnt connect them and i couldnt analyse them coz i was being restless!! i was too anxious to know my results!! this was onli when i became real nervous...i felt that something bad was going to happen...my intuition was right..
the time to receive the results finally came...i was finally nervous...i wasnt nervous the whole morning and neither was i the night b4...i slept real soundly and while everyone else was worried...i was all calm...i must have been numb to anxiousness way b4 the release of very important things....
we queued up "patiently"...it was as though at that point in time...no one else wanted to see their results anymore...mrs tey gave out the results coz mdm halilah was at home recuperating after her delivery of her baby daughter...
while i was queuing up...tim got his...and the 1st thing he said was..."i failed my english!!" js and more in front the Q were all in shock...me too!! tim couldnt have had failed his english!! i mean...he is the A or B material! he is not even a C grader! how could he?? and jeremy got his too...and said he failed too...
more shock came...it was my turn...i stretched out my hand to receive the pink result slip and 3 other booklets (1 is JAE info...1 is Poly info...and the last...ITE info) i didnt even check that i have wat i should have and walked away...i joked with mrs tey..."mrs tey..you very nervous ah?? your hand is shaking!!" (she was also biting her lips.)
the truth is that...she was realli nervous and worried for all of us...she must have seen wat we got...and know how we feel...she saw wat was coming!!
the 1st thing i saw on my results slip was my D7! and no!! its not coming from Combined humanities...which i thought i will really screw it up!! here is the breakdown...
English - D7
Combined Humanities (History, SS) - A2
Geography - A2
Mathematics - A1
Additional Mathematics - A1
Science (Phy/Chem) - A1
Chinese - A1
Chinese (Oral/Aural) - Dist
See the D7?? SHOCKING!! I knew now why i had this bad feeling earlier on...and i anticipated it...if tim failed his english...wat about me?? he is stronger than me in this subject!
i broke down on the spot...i didnt even see my As!! it wasnt until i took a closer look and someone told me i got all others As ( i cant remember who...but thanks to that person!! )
i got a total of 13 points... that is very good! but i was feeling real sore inside...actually it was mixed feelings...coz i got straight As...besides that dumb D7!
i looked around for someone i could lean on...i found lee chen...the best person for this!! i am feeling more and more appreciative for her!! she realli is a great cushion to lean on!! hehe!! she and i hugged for a very long time! i didnt want to let go!! but i had no choice to...it was a realli long time...i felt that i had to give her a chance to speak instead of just wanting to keep huggin her...i couldnt neglect her....
i will continue another time...realli no time to blog...but realli ...like to thank all those who have been here with me!! thru this diff time! you guys rawk!! mich, zw, mel, xy, lawrence, timothy, aunt mui eng, jie eliz, dominic, kelvin, jw, js, dawn, fiona, shazana, shazleen, wenbin kor (though i know you need more encouragement than i do...dont think so much kk??), jeremy, darren, roy, sean, teck teng, O5A1O2, Castor, MJC, MJ Choir, Marie, Shi Yun, jeffery, kok yong, emma, woon ting, TK4H 04 my teachers...both from MJ and TK, my family, mom and dad, and nick, and of coz! LEE CHEN!! YOu people rawk! keep rawking!! i love you guys!! ( if i missed you out...i am sorry!! but keep on rawking no matter wat...i love ya people!!) Last but not least...THANK GOD FOR WATEVER I HAVE AND FOR THE MANY PEOPLE THAT WERE AROUND ME!! THEY ARE THE BEST!
like this song on the radio now..."I will never try to break your heart..." and i am glad that mom and dad and everyone else at home is not blaming me for the grades i got...thankz you!!
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~Rach~ feeling much better...thankz for all the encouragement that ya gave me that night...you take care too...dont be sad kk??
looked thru life at 5:12 PM
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*RacheL*
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